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  • nemmybun [she/her, sae/saer]
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    1410 months ago
    stalker behavior, dysphoria

    Okay so I’ve been on and off about posting this here because the it’s hard to explain while being vague but I have to be vague to avoid doxxing. But I really have to vent so

    I never used [music site] before and didn’t even know I had an artist page there until literally today when I was jumpscared by my own face. I hate [music site] and their weird ass way they do shit and I fucking loathe whoever uploaded my pre-transition photo without my permission (and I’m 99% sure I know who did it). Also I’ve never associated my face with my music so it’s really creepy to have someone go out of their way to do that. And like I’m searching through the community help and faqs on [music site] and trying to figure out how to change it through whatever the fuck [harry potter ass looking word] is and it looks like the only way to solve this is to bend the knee at the court of moderators and like go into deeply personal dysphoria shit so I can make sure I motivate someone enough to actually get off their ass and remove the photo because judging from comments I’ve been reading they don’t seem to do shit about artist photos most of the time.

    I’ve been getting upset about this on and off all day. I been trying to get my mind off this but I keep ending up back in this headspace. This is not okay.

  • Luna [she/her, fae/faer]M
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    1610 months ago

    I don’t know how much time I’ll have tommorow, but that’s when I start my new job. Wish me luck! 😁

  • Luna [she/her, fae/faer]M
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    1710 months ago

    Saw a picture of myself from a year ago compared to one from today, and I looked significantly worse than I do now. Like, I knew I was looking better after I went vegan soon after, but that only affected certain things. The magic that is being on E for almost 3 months, shaving, and having longer hair has done absolute wonders for how I see myself niko-dance

    I also just look happier to be honest, even though I was struggling to portray those emotions in the photos both times, I can just see something about this new one idk.

  • Luna [she/her, fae/faer]M
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    810 months ago
    Luna's medication epoch

    I feel better than I have in a while. Either things are starting to go my way, or that medication I was taking was really making things bad.

    I’m positivity-posting now, believe it niko-happy

  • EstraDoll [she/her, he/him]
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    710 months ago

    wish there was like a frequency percentage I could set in the settings menu that would get me he/him’d like 5 times a week at most. Every once in a while I kind of like it but no more than that

  • GenderIsOpSec [she/her, kit/kit's]
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    1610 months ago

    i feel like i have better balance now thanks to me becoming more bottom heavy lea-happy

    i’ve been so clumsy my entire life after puberty, I once almost broke my ankle while literally standing still. lea-why

  • nemmybun [she/her, sae/saer]
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    2110 months ago
    adhd autism

    Yeah I know I can just go to the comm but I don’t feel like it, trans mega is my safe warm blanket space

    Okay anyway so I know I have ADHD for sure, like not only was it easy to self-diagnose but I got an official diagnosis from a psych so that’s like all sorted.

    Autism has been way harder to pin down. Like there are some criteria I resonate with like a lot, and there’s some where it’s the complete opposite. And maybe some a mix?

    It doesn’t help that ND people I’ve talked to about it have been 50/50 as well. “Yes you do” “Nah you don’t” That’s not helpful!

    Someone said take the RAADS when you’re not on meds or stimulants and then try it again when I’m on them. I thought it was silly but I took the test last night with no meds/stimulants and got a score right on the border, and then I took it again today after my meds kicked in and I got 10 points higher?

    Chat does adderall cause autism alex-aware

    Ok but seriously I do understand that ADHD can mask autism criteria so it does make sense that I’d relate that in a mindset where my ADHD stuff is reduced that I’d be able to see more of what’s underneath but… it’s so much on the edge that I’m still confused. Do I just have like the la croix of autism?

    Where’s the comprehensive AuDHD test when I need it?

  • Luna [she/her, fae/faer]M
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    1310 months ago

    Unlimited vengeance againt the pharmacy for not letting me refill the smaller needles. I had to fall back on an incorrect prescription that made the whole injecting experience more difficult 😖