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    117 days ago

    The fact that you can’t see a difference is very telling. You drink to numb your mind. You take medicine to sharpen it and face your problems head on so you can solve them instead of avoiding them. If both approaches are the same to you, I really wonder why you choose to continue living every day.

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      116 days ago

      I asked myself this a lot. I get to a conclusion: I will stay here as long as my status quo doesn’t get largely affected by poverty or sickness, trying to do what I like.

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        116 days ago

        So you still think life is worth living, even though you claim that it isn’t. Well aren’t you a happy little hypocrite? Welcome to the club.

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          116 days ago

          Not really, i dont take my life for two big reasons mostly: the amount of pain that it brings me, and the pain that brings to my closest ones. There are no reason for me to exist.

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            116 days ago

            Yeah, I used to fool myself with that line too. Look, I know you don’t believe anything I said, but nonetheless you seem like a great person going through an awful time and I wish you the best. It does get better. Don’t give up.