I’m a night owl, which means I have to be exhausted to sleep earlier
Generous of you to assume I don’t go to bed early.
Procrastination on going to bed.
My brain lol
Any parent knows that you can’t go straight from doing-stuff to sleep; your brain needs some veg-out stuff to just process things. (I mean, I can sleep, but something unpleasant builds up if you don’t let decompression happen)
By the time I’ve left work, done grocery shopping, made dinner, cleaned up after dinner, done laundry etc, it’s already late, and I’ve had no me-time to just decompress. (especially when chores drag out longer the more tired I get…)
And apart from that, there’s a mixture of FOMO, resentment and just clawing-for-agency that makes me rebel against the only boundary I can shift, even though I’m the one that suffers for it.
It’s only quiet after the kids go to sleep.
😯 this is me right now
The resentment part is so true, though I’m only hurting myself with my passive protest against sleep.
Hyperfixation on random topics. The other day I was so invested in the history of mobile phones that I stayed up until 2:30am by accident while researching useless info.
Omg I feel this one 😂 do you have ADHD by any chance?
never been diagnosed with anything but it honestly wouldn’t shock me. ¯_(ツ)_/¯
I AM THE NIGHT
Let’s. Get. DANGEROUS
Dark wing duck!
I thoght there was a spin off about him coming ?
Insomnia
I resent every moment I am not awake. It takes away time from me not being at work.
I absolutely love feeling sleepy. There’s nothing better than the dark quiet night in my cosy warm bed, with my brain feeling light and my eyelids feeling heavy. I edge that shit for as long as I can.
Girlfriend that falls asleep against me on the couch but refuses to crawl into bed together because
it’s too early for bed!
And then promptly goes back to sleep. Trapped now. Send help.
Books or coding
Currently? Back pain.
But in general my brain is dumb and does some dumb stuff.
The other night I wanted a nice cup of earl grey lavender tea to help me relax because I couldn’t fall asleep. Problem being was we had ran out of loose leaf tea bags. I dug out the small box of tea strainers we have collected over the year only to find out one hadn’t been properly cleaned and was slightly moldy. Others were surface rusted or tarnished.
My sleep deprived brain decided that the best decision was to pull out the dental picks, dremel tool, and other cleaning picks to get these tea strainers in tip top shape.
This is how my wife found me sitting on a bar stool hunched over the kitchen sink deep cleaning tea strainers at 3:30 in the morning.
Clowns
Honk!