It didn’t really mess me up, I just don’t feel any empathy for other people any more… 🤷
It was my only form of education as my school at the time barely had a curriculum so it’s hard to say.
child in the 2010s
Welp, I’m old. Late 90s/early 00s were my formative trauma years 😩
The 90s. We saw the goatse guy on our school computers.
I’ve seen things you people wouldn’t believe… Grasping fingers pulling open the anus of Goatse… I watched shit streams glitter in the dark near the TubGirl’s butthole. All those moments will be lost in time, like jizz in the shower… Time for eyebleach.
Narrator: It did
mid to late 2000s for me. though i have always been extremely careful and only started interacting with strangers on the internet in the 2010s after i was an adult.
…maybe i am smart
Those cartel victims
Footage from the Chechen war
Horrifically injured animals
Later, ISIS executions
I didn’t really go out looking for it. You’d just stumble across it pretty much everywhere.
I don’t think it really desensitized me. Possibly the opposite. If I drive past an accident, I make a conscious effort to keep the scene out of my field of view.
I think what the version of this post will be for the iPad generation is ElsaGate
Anyway, for me it was seeing some goatse-lite but tbh I learned my lesson and only watch things I know I can stomach
I am desensitized to most things now. But it also taught little autistic me how to converse with people in a way that wasn’t excruciatingly stressful. I miss the chatrooms of days yonder. It also taught me to lie about my identity on the net. I never use real info, so my internet footprint is tiny.
So you aren’t DLSchichtl?
I am not!
Is that the Art Fight UI I see?
That’s what I was thinking lmao, I think it is art fight
Which makes this so much funnier
When I was a kid everyone talked to me about online stranger danger. The real threat was my best friend’s sixteen-year-old cousin who thought it would be super funny and edgy to show us rotten.com.
I still think about the meat grinder picture. ☹️
I turned out fine
I turned out alright too
Worst I saw were the pokemon creepypastas as a kid but that’s it
I turned out broken as hell, but it’s because of stuff that happened offlihe. The Internet was the only place I could go where I would be at least somewhat accepted.
A saw an Asian lady step on a kittens (live) skull in high heels… that shit is still with me
I’m psychologically okay but God damn did the internet leave some scars
That stuff still haunts me… does not help my hope for humanity at all
Omg… I have seen people die in gruesome ways but that somehow sound worse.
Yeah I’d take chainsaw execution over killing small animals indiscriminately…
Back in the old days between the time when the oceans drank Atlantis, and the rise of the sons of Aryas, we had to get our irreversible psychological damage locally, usually from abusive and handsy grown-ups who we were promised were trustworthy.
The internet (and ubiquity of smart phones) has actually been a factor in uncovering that yeah daddy wasn’t the only one kids had to hide from when he came home drunk. And the neighborhood police officers routinely beat the crap out of nonwhite teens minding their own business, sometimes shooting one while unarmed and not resisting.
That said, I’m pretty sure irreversible psychological damage is intergenerational. Greatests and Silents had gone mad from industry and isolation and passed their abuse to boomers further broken from overwork. Gen X was broken from expectations and neglect, and millinnials and zoomers are dealing with a failing society, a failing economy and a failing ecology.
My grandkid’s adult life is going to be shaped by multiple apocalyptic events, but probably slow ones like famine and forced climate migration.
