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Good question

Me standing next to the living room sofa at age slightly less than 4

I woke up one day and suddenly realized I “was” and couldn’t remember anything previous to then.

Maybe like 4 to 6, asked my older brother if he had the same thing happen to him growing up and he said “yeah, I guess” and then left, like he always did. So I figured the amnesia mixed with consciousness was normal and have been remembering the suffering since, lmao.

Throwing a stuffed fish down the stairs (I think, there’s a couple of really early ones)

Around age 3, riding my tricycle on the sidewalk around the side of the house, asking my mom or dad, “when will I become a grown-up?”

I vividly remember my parents cheering and crying with joy when the Berlin Wall fell in 1989. We have extended family and friends in Germany so we were all ecstatic. I’ve given it some thought and I’m pretty sure that is my oldest memory. Pretty neat as far as those things go i guess.

Going to college.

I grew up in a cult, and I seem to have suppressed most of my childhood. Of course, I have bits and pieces – like little flashbacks from my childhood days – but I don’t really have a coherent childhood story. From college onwards is when my life story makes sense to me.

Some old song.

I was two years old and my parents walked through a children’s haunted house at disney. I vividly recall shadows of witches and cackling.

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My dad making a batman marble disappear before my eyes.

I dont know what this says about me, but I only have bad memories from my childhood. Not that I had a bad childhood (I think), but somehow those are the one that stuck on my head.

Examples:

• Being grounded by my parents
• Falling off a 2 floor
• Being grounded in kindergarten
• Eating too many sour candies and needed to go the hospital

Anyway, happy Thursday

Choking on a potato chip.

Waking up this morning, or maybe something important from yesterday if I concentrate… 🤔 how did I get here?