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I have barely watched Breaking Bad
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Let’s have another good week everyone
Damn I love wearing this hoodie and pajama pants. Doesn’t matter if I’m doing good (like now!) or struggling. Very
feeling.
talking about sex
I really try not to but this has been bothering me for a while. I don’t know if this is because I’m on T and a trans woman, or if this is normal (especially for women?), but I feel like my sexuality is very “pushy” and I hate it. It pushes on me, and I worry that it would “make” me be pushy. The idea of acting pushy in that way disgusts me. It makes me hate myself/my sexuality and has for a long time (maybe forever?).
I don’t know, its embarrassing to even say.
I am so happy I’m actually tearing up a little bit. Being trans rocks, so excited to keep going. And to think I’ve barely started! So many things to try and love!
Hello comrades. Have you ever heard of the hit track Fuck the Cistem by SOAD?
Wore a shoulder-exposing shirt and a skirt without shorts underneath without being anxious about it :3. I’m anxious about other things instead :’)
internalized transphobia
:agony-shivering: I hate randomly thinking of myself as [bad language] holy shit. It’s awful, it makes me feel awful, I don’t think of anyone else that why so whyyy brain. I stop myself every time and remind myself it’s bad, but idk. It still gets me a little bit.
I feel like I don’t have many trans things going on in my life (despite it being the only thing I think about), but I guess I’ll just say I’m very trans and very happy right now. I feel good, I’ve been talking to all kinds of lovely trans people, its good vibes. Maybe not tonight, but I want to make another cute bracelet. Maybe a basic braid would be a good second one to go for. Just feelin’ good after a kinda rough week
My mom said my mask is probably a social barrier. :( But if I don’t wear it people will see my exaggerated expressions, mumbling, and lipsyncing./j In seriousness I like people seeing my face sometimes, but we all know about public health… it’s insane I’ve only seen one person wearing a mask all summer.
Holy shit, it’s Monday again?
Finally ate and took my meds after staring at the wall for a few hours. Feeling a bit more grounded. I decided to go for a drive, now I’m just sitting in the woods.
I feel so lost. I wish I could just be a plant and forget all this.
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Didn’t plan to eat lunch today but I did :)
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Trans mega news mega crossover:
‘We have way more power than they think’: Advocates host Trans Folks for Harris Zoom call
More than 1,000 people attend Trans Folks for Harris Zoom call.
Being trans is so unique, in so many good ways. I’m so glad I get to experience it. Some of the best feelings ever.
Just shaved my legs for the first time in a little while. New razor. Realized I don’t mind having somewhat hairy legs, I just wish it was thinner and less dark (yes I know how that happens).