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Let’s have another good week everyone lets-fucking-go trans-ferret

  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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    910 months ago

    Damn I love wearing this hoodie and pajama pants. Doesn’t matter if I’m doing good (like now!) or struggling. Very comfy feeling.

  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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    1610 months ago
    talking about sex

    ohnoes I really try not to but this has been bothering me for a while. I don’t know if this is because I’m on T and a trans woman, or if this is normal (especially for women?), but I feel like my sexuality is very “pushy” and I hate it. It pushes on me, and I worry that it would “make” me be pushy. The idea of acting pushy in that way disgusts me. It makes me hate myself/my sexuality and has for a long time (maybe forever?).

    I don’t know, its embarrassing to even say.

  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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    1110 months ago

    I am so happy I’m actually tearing up a little bit. Being trans rocks, so excited to keep going. And to think I’ve barely started! So many things to try and love!

  • QueerCommie [she/her, fae/faer]
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    1010 months ago

    Wore a shoulder-exposing shirt and a skirt without shorts underneath without being anxious about it :3. I’m anxious about other things instead :’)

  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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    1110 months ago
    internalized transphobia

    :agony-shivering: I hate randomly thinking of myself as [bad language] holy shit. It’s awful, it makes me feel awful, I don’t think of anyone else that why so whyyy brain. I stop myself every time and remind myself it’s bad, but idk. It still gets me a little bit.

  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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    10 months ago

    I feel like I don’t have many trans things going on in my life (despite it being the only thing I think about), but I guess I’ll just say I’m very trans and very happy right now. I feel good, I’ve been talking to all kinds of lovely trans people, its good vibes. Maybe not tonight, but I want to make another cute bracelet. Maybe a basic braid would be a good second one to go for. Just feelin’ good after a kinda rough week comfy

  • QueerCommie [she/her, fae/faer]
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    710 months ago

    My mom said my mask is probably a social barrier. :( But if I don’t wear it people will see my exaggerated expressions, mumbling, and lipsyncing./j In seriousness I like people seeing my face sometimes, but we all know about public health… it’s insane I’ve only seen one person wearing a mask all summer.

  • Wendy_Pleakley [he/him, they/them]
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    1310 months ago

    Finally ate and took my meds after staring at the wall for a few hours. Feeling a bit more grounded. I decided to go for a drive, now I’m just sitting in the woods.

    I feel so lost. I wish I could just be a plant and forget all this.

  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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    1510 months ago

    Being trans is so unique, in so many good ways. I’m so glad I get to experience it. Some of the best feelings ever.

  • QueerCommie [she/her, fae/faer]
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    1010 months ago

    Just shaved my legs for the first time in a little while. New razor. Realized I don’t mind having somewhat hairy legs, I just wish it was thinner and less dark (yes I know how that happens).