Some dude tried to merc me over my 7 year old android and that wasn’t the worst part. The cops who responded literally searched me, made me explain my tattoos to prove they weren’t gang related, told me to stop crying, and told me it was my fault I almost got offed for going to subway. I fucking hate America. The only reason I’ll be able to sleep is because I have 120 pounds of “fuck you” guarding me. (I love my pitbull son)

  • Alaskaball [comrade/them]
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    446 months ago

    Glad to hear you’re okay. I can’t offer much but I hope this picture I took in an old Korean fishing village can help you get your mind off of things for a short moment

  • pooh [she/her]
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    406 months ago

    I’m so sorry that happened to you and I hope you can recover Care-Comrade

    Also pits really are the best, aren’t they? Here’s a pic of my pit/lab mix:

    • Aliveelectricwire [it/its, she/her]OP
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      546 months ago

      I’m glad the person who shot at me had fucking terrible aim. Like I own multiple guns, and would literally have to try to miss from 2 meters. This is just a continuation of terrible shit that is happening to me since I left rehab. I’ve been flash banged, stabbed 23 times, and shot at since I left rehab. Still somehow sober other than weed tho.

  • Aliveelectricwire [it/its, she/her]OP
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    406 months ago

    Honestly getting shot at wasn’t nearly as traumatizing as spending 2 hours at a police department, fucking going over why I got shot at. I legitimately hope the person who held me up gets help apposed to the pigs who had me go over every tattoo and scar I had.

    • kristina [she/her]
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      i fucking hate cops. i dealt with them for really bad stuff that happened to me in the past, it almost felt more traumatizing than the actual event, they were acting like i was the suspect. pieces of shit

  • Frank [he/him, he/him]
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    316 months ago

    cuddle

    I’m sorry Comrade. That kind of violence is never anything less than soulshaking terrifying. If you can be gentle with yourself for a few days. Our brains can be kind of weird, sometimes trauma can lie low for a few days then come on suddenly. Might be worth keeping some snacks and comfy stuff on hand, and asking a friend to keep their phone on in case you need to talk to someone.

    Give your pitty some scritches for me comrade-doggo

  • REgon [they/them]
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    166 months ago

    I’m sorry that happened to you. Fucking terrifying.

    On a lighter note, I once avoided getting stabbed because I had an old phone, so maybe it’ll save your butt next time

  • DickFuckarelli [he/him]
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    426 months ago

    Oh god. Hope you’re ok.

    The first time I got shot at (drive by; So Cal) I couldn’t sleep for a week. Fuck the tough guy bullshit - that shit is traumatizing. Don’t be surprised if you need to deflate or process it with a professional.

    Glad you have a fur friend to keep you safe.

  • Barx [none/use name]
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    166 months ago

    WTF comradr I’m sorry.

    Have you ever considered you might be the leftist reincarnation of Job?