it’s not that I don’t want to go out, there’s just nowhere to go for people in mid 30, at least around where I live. Also been suffering from social anxiety most of my life and only recently got it under control with meds which made me crave social interactions more than ever.

okay fine I’ll sketch that thing I wanted to sketch for like a month now

I’m from EU and I’ve been getting spammed a lot for the past week, mostly from UK numbers for some reason

I’ll be honest, I never bothered to even check what they do lmao

I didn’t even know that game was still active. It was kinda okay-ish when I played some years ago.

VRChat, Monster Hunter World, No Man’s Sky, Atlyss, Generation Zero, Astroneer.

I don’t have many social interactions apart from people at work and maybe some online friends but it’s rare. Honestly I don’t know what to do about it. Last year I went to a concert for the first time ever and decided to do that at least once a year. I’m going to see Iron Maiden next year, I may not have any close friends but at least I’d have some fun experiences to remember I guess…

same here. I should probably start blocking those types of posts. All they do is make my depression worse.

with my garbage connection it’s still a reality for me

it is, but it’s iOS only. there’s also a music course.

it’s a typical cellar in a Polish apartment block

it’s sucked because noone ever seem to be this interested in me, but whatever.

Tbh I’m a total newbie at art. I’ve been trying to draw and play the piano for many years but I usually just give up after a couple of weeks of trying, so I’m not good at neither.

I kinda got into Vrchat last year and ended up spending two and a half months making an avatar from scratch.

I’ve recently started a character drawing course on Udemy so I can make my own reference art for 3D modeling. It’s gonna take a while but I’m just trying to enjoy the process.

I kinda had someone like that for a little bit, it’s why I started doing some art stuff. too bad they just kinda vanished without a word after weeks of telling me how great of a friend I am.

and yet nobody gives a crap. I’m currently trying to do some art just for myself, but there’s still that annoying urge to show it to someone, hoping for a shred of validation.

but what if I never even had a crush?

Powerwolf, Alestorm, Gloryhammer, Beast in Black, Manowar

I’ve been learning blender and a bit of Unity for the past two months to make Vrchat avatars. I’m currently trying to learn uv mapping so I can finally give my avatar some textures.

traditional archery.

that’s a bit too real for me

playing through Dragon’s Dogma again, super hyped for the sequel.